my heart grew and broke in a million pieces.

my name is karla fernandez. I am currently 33 weeks pregnant
I am starting this blog to show my son when he grows up so he understand all that his parents went through before he blessed our lifes. My husband (cristhian) and I have been through alot but to understand why this pregnancy is so exciting for us and why we can't wait to hold our baby you need to learn about the hardest thing we have gone through but he proved that we can do anything if we have each other.

last year in feb I received the news that I had a little miracle growing inside me. I was scared but really excited. I was scare to tell my parents but after the news they were exited. Their first grandchild.
on april 1st i went in for my dr appointment. It was my first ultrasound. As the dr set everything up and i stared to see everything on the screen and Cristhian recording on his phone we waited for the dr to say something but for the longest time she was quiet. She said we had to go to the main hospital for another ultrasound. My heart dropped. I knew something was wrong. I couldn't stop crying. Cristhian tried to be optimistic by saying everything will be ok.
as we headed to the hospital i just had a lump in my throat that couldnt go away.
after the ultrasound was over still not a word. the nurse had called my dr and she was on the phone. She told me what I feared the most. there wasnt a heart beat. our baby was now in heaven. I didn't even have to say anything to Cris. He just dropped his head and cried.